This isnt new to me. I ve felt ****ed so many times before. Sooo ****in ****ed that I just wish everyone else would get more ****ed than ****in ever ****ed. It isnt my fault. Im normal. And yet people around me 'let' me feel so ****ed. But it isnt entirely their fault either. Nevertheless the bottomline is Im ****ed. Or so I feel (wats the difference?) and no one is there to realise that. No outlets whatsoever.
So what do I do? And just when I am trying to let it out here, some one calls for help, that apparently no one else can provide. Or thought it expedient to ask no one else but me for help. Would I refuse help? I dont know. But maybe I wont. **** it! How the **** did he know I wouldnt refuse?
Oh well, whatever, I ll be off in a ****in moment. Pardon my english if its ****in bad or profane but... what the **** am I saying? Why do I even care?
Monday, May 5, 2008
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